/lit/ - Literature

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I don't know really. Maybe it's not a good idea to express my thoughts about the world, it could make things much worse for me, but then again it might enlighten some people to a reality hidden from them.
Usually every time I open my mouth people shut the conversation down as fast as possible. I'm utterly convinced they are the antisocial ones. They blame everything on me because it's the easy way out. That way they don't have to consider anything I say.

I think they're terrified if they accept what I say they might end up like me, like an outcast, alone with no friends, no work, and deprived of real contact with people in any meaningful way. They're not in contact with themselves on a deep level and they can't handle honesty and freedom, it's too big of a change in their perception about the world and how they want it to be, so they make their little rules in order to avoid me.
That's kind of how I feel.

Maybe I can't really complain. I live indoors and I get food every day. A lot of people don't even have that.