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>extremely christian
>sick and picked on by everyone from childhood up to adolescence
>no one helps and when they try to help they just screw me over more
>pray and nothing happens
>curse god and nothing happens
>every day gets worse
>picked on less for being atheist by fellow christians than being super christian
>edgy atheist debunk phase
>get into mythology
>get into ancient religion
>read Aesop every day
>read Dante and Faust
>sickened by all the sin around committed by people who believe they are good
>people judge everyone as opposed to "judge lest ye be judged"
>sickened by my own sin
>begin to regret abandonment of god
>want hell to be real more than anything
>try to pray but can't believe anymore no matter how much I want to
>mfw I know in my heart that no one will suffer for the constant evil they act upon themselves and others