/lit/ - Literature

>>20070642
this morning my breakfast took 3 hours. I ate one slice of bread and drank one cup of coffee. the rest of the time I sat mumbling/talking to my ex, another woman I was in love with for little over a year, and God. It did not feel like this took very long, but I basically sat there mumbling to myself staring out the window without really seeing for 3 hours. It's been roughly like this for about 6 months now. It could be habening again. I really gotta try to think about that. There's no one I want to talk to. I have a contact at the mentalists but I don't really know her and she's a nurse either way, she wouldn't be the person you see. I don't know any actualy psychologist or psychiatrist, they change jobs very rapidly. Gotta sleep first and foremost I think.