/lit/ - Literature

>really need self publishing writing to work our for me as a career once I've got a decent backlog
>pen name and author profile are neutral and not attached to my irl or online identities
>conventionally attractive and too schizo to even attach a photo to my author name
>anons here de-anoning
How are you guys not have having extreme paranoia?
I'm afraid to even show my friends my original work because I don't want anyone betraying me later or trying to blackmail me with screenshots of me saying no-no words or having the Wrong Opinion
I wanna take this as far as it can go which may mean working with the mainstream one day which means no background on le nazi site
Am I being too mentally ill here
I hate it that I feel like I can't share with anyone