I'm going to tell you /lit/, I'm not like many of you. I'm not like a bitter incel who hates women because he can't get sex. If anything my abnormalities come from being very extroverted and self-confident but extremely eccentric and having no social filter, making me a bit of a retarded dynamo that becomes beloved as a class clown. All that aside, I have a sexual issue, that is that I get REALLY aroused by female humiliation. I love to see women humiliated, degraded and disgraced. Shit, just today I watched a lesbian gangrape scene (very poorly made and acted by the way) where a woman was violated with dildos and hands by almost a dozen other women, and the final shot of the victim lying naked alone, discharged like an used object, spent, twitching softly with a traumatized vacant stare on her face, legs open in despondent carelessness now that her body had already been used and abused to no end, this shot aroused me more than the entire video, than entire multitudes of pornography. Rape scenes in movies arouse me infinitely. The scene of the discharged used naked corpses of the beautiful mother and daughter who are raped and then killed in Nocturnal Animals made me harder than a diamond. Women treated as animals, abused and fucked senseless while they cry makes me hard. I don't know what to do of or what to do with these desires, but they have always been with me. Even as a kid, first discovering sexuality, my fantasies regarding my female teachers and colleagues have always been of domination and humiliation.
I love it.