/lit/ - Literature

So my dad just got a brain hemorrhage, best case scenario he survives but is paralyzed on his left side. Worst case he becomes a vegetables or he dies. It might sound terrible but i would honestly prefer that he dies instead of becoming a husk of a man. Not sure I could bear to see him like that.
Doctors are confused as to what caused it, my dad is still somewhat young for this (57 years old), and was in pretty good health.

Told myself at the beginning of 2022 that it would be my year after having a pretty shitty 2021; I guess life had other plans. Tired of unexpected bad luck, can I get an unexpected good news for once?

>>19232410
2021 is just me constantly hitting a wall, getting rejected by every job and girls I meet, but at least i'm trying I guess
>>19233570
This happened to my older brother when the pandemic started in 2020. One year later, he has a new job that pays more than the previous one and a new gf.

>>15571542
game theory is going up now

>>15572380
>>15572976
thanks, bros. any requests?

>>15572997
what do you mean by this? i take it beyond miltary strategy?
do you mean politics of international borders, etc.? spanish armada? WWII maritime warfare? what angle(s) are you most interested in?

Feeling like shit desu. Left my shithole country at the beginning of March to dodge conscription, now I am stuck in another shithole country due to this corona shit. Can't move out, can't go out, can't do anything. Feeling extremely depressed. Want to go home to my shithole country, lock up inside my room and die. Can't see any hope for myself. Meanwhile, my parents want me to become le successful member of society, when I haven't had a girl once for 22 years of my life, barely had any job(only once for a month after graduation, that I failed miserably). I am sick and tired of everything. The only thought that warms me is if I had a cabin in the woods. That would be great. I love daydreaming about living in the woods, having my own food, reading and meditating the whole day, contemplating while looking at the starry sky. Alas, it's impossible. No money for a cabin, no skills to get a job to get the money, stuck in another country for God knows how long, conscription waiting at home untill I am 27. Just end it all.

>>14580106
If that was the case nihilism wouldn't be a niche topic

>>14354446
Voted.

>mfw straight white American Christian cis male