/lit/ - Literature

I have a billion ideas on my head but I can't organize them properly to make something coherent, and because my writing skills are high school-tier.

Any tips?

I feel so disconnected from this generation. I don't have friends or girlfriend, I just find people of my age (20) shallow and boring, nobody at college cares about current events, politics, history, literature or philosophy.

I wish I could join a group or party of interesting people with the same interests as me, but I live in a small city in a third world shithole with nothing but misery and ugly brown people.

I guess joining a church is the closest thing I will have to that experience, maybe the mormons.