/lit/ - Literature

This isnt a Fuck you letter, but it might as well be.
It was sent to my ex, who left me after 8 years, not the proudest of it, but I stand by it. Doomed relationships are very hard to go through, this was one of the first letters I ever wrote, a final goodbye to the one who got away. After she left I found some old journals and notes she wrote to me about, some absolutely horrible things she wrote recently that I could barely stand to read standing in the broken pieces of our life, and even some older love letters and journals talking about how much she loved me and our wedding and our future lives together. I included those with this letter, it was the last time I saw her, and I held my head high, hard as it was.

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>I dont know how much you have lied to me over the years, I dont even flinch at finding new evil little journals. Maybe you changed your mind or simply forgot. Either way I can't tell whats real and what was ego or obligation. We have this image of each other in our heads that may or may not have any basis in reality anymore.
>I do believe I dread seeing you more than you do I, as always issues of the heart continue to vex me. Of course, this is in line with your character, Im sure you chuckle thinking of what a heart breaker you are. To Keep things you never enjoyed and made my life miserable when I tried to is simply an extension of you getting off on making me do a walk of shame the first night we met. I suppose that might be your true character. Rose colored glasses and the like.
>I deserve someone who dosent delight in the mockery of my romance, or sabotages every positive aspect of my personality. I had hope that would be you, but here we are, strangers again. Im not 17 anymore, am not who I was, and yet I am. Writing yet another letter to the coldhearted says so. And you are as ever, practically uncanny how little youve changed.
>Enjoy your just desserts, and a little time capsule from a time long gone.
>As always, and forever
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This one was very hard, forgetting it would be horrible, but forgetting her would be even worse, I think.

>>17295623
Then how did you write it up nigger?
Come on.

Sometimes I ask people for a picture of the letter I wrote them but thats awkward, I take pictures because i almost never can recall what I wrote after I send them.