/lit/ - Literature

>>7236197
as two dudes before me said it's a tad bit pretentious but i like the atmosphere it puts you into

this is something i wrote out of boredom, not suicidal myself but it's about a dude who's about to off himself. hit me straight

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I didn’t know what to write in the note. I wanted to jump and get it over with but people need closure, right? Would be pretty shitty to keep the “loved ones” guessing. What to write in the note, though? That I didn’t feel “right”? That not even I could understand what was going on in my mind? Everything is everything. Everyone is everyone. Some people are some people, some things are somethings and I am myself. The days that pass so fast fade into my back of my mind. It’s as if anything memorable is just out of reach, like those bright specks of white on a melancholy night. So close… but ultimately distant.

I stood over the ledge, peering below. The urge to jump was dimming by the second as if in the moments closest to death, we begin to appreciate the worth of life… the worth of living.