/lit/ - Literature

>>19200526
Same, but instead of Japan, mine was in Bhutan. I remember I even had crush back then. She was the class president and smartest amongst us. I used to compete with her. She's probably married by now.

>>18087308
Thanks for your input. Maybe it is as you say and maybe not completely. I definitely agree with the first and second part of what you said. It wasn't until 2018 or 2019 that I stopped the habit of ruminating the past. It messed me up a lot of times because I always imagined what could've been when I should've thought of what I could have done next. At the same time, while my concious and unconscious knows over reliance on parents is a bad idea, I think the fear sets my dreams to go back in time when I didn't have to worry about jobs and life. And regret wishes I could've done more.

But like you said, I am actually kind of hopeful. I've tried to be more hopeful and more determined in my life. Going through the shit I've been through I realised I can't always help the situation I'm in but it would be worse if I didn't at least try.

I'm usually more introverted in nature unless the social setting calls for me to be more extroverted. I have no issues meeting new people. I guess after my college experience I became more jaded towards people, I know they don't represent everyone but having to deal with people who tend to be stuck up yet demanding became an exhaustive aspect of my life that I didn't want any part of anymore. I might be idealistic in saying this but I'd rather meet people as they come by.

>>18086675
That sucks anon, here's hoping you do make it when this whole rona calms down.