/lit/ - Literature

>>22446087
I think I'm in love with my best friend, but he is straight and has a girlfriend. I don't want to ruin our friendship, so I've always tried to keep it a secret, but I'm afraid he could find out at any time soon. He does know I'm a fag, and has even asked me why I don't find a bf, but I always laugh about it, and attribute it to my shyness. We've known each other for about 6 years. I'm cool with his gf, we even talk from time to time and get along quite well, but I can't help but feel intense pain and sadness whenever I see them together.