/lit/ - Literature

Ive been feeling lonely for years, not because noone wants to have anything to do with me but the other way around, I hate everyone , I cant stand their flaws and they make me sick, I want someone I can love and spend time with but I hate spending time with absolutely everyone i ever met. I feel like everyone i know is beyond stupid and I just want someone i can see as equal to fill that hole inside me and give me a purpose to even stay alive, I couldnt think of any goals in life because everything is meaningless to me, while I objectively dont have a bad life , I have family and while not rich, a lot of money, i still feel horrible and have no reason to even wake up if its not for work.