/lit/ - Literature

>The night is darkening round me,
>The wild winds coldly blow;
>But a tyrant spell has bound me,
>And I cannot, cannot go.

>The giant trees are bending
>Their bare boughs weighed with snow;
>The storm is fast descending,
>And yet I cannot go.

>Clouds beyond clouds above me,
>Wastes beyond wastes below;
>But nothing drear can move me;
>I will not, cannot go.

>>21716098
Now forget all that and embrace the meaningless abyss (ego death)

>>21302390
I used to drink socially, then I started drinking every night alone, then every night + whole weekends, then for 3 months i was a constantly drunk. 100 grams of vodka just to get up from bed. I was working drunk daily, drove drunk daily. Then one morning i couldn't even drink water and went through delirium tremens and 4 day withdrawal with no sleep. I'm now 24 days sober and frequent AA meetings daily.