/lit/ - Literature

>>13047526
The setting for my novel/series is what killing me. It's a cyberpunk fantasy novel and I'm in my fourth attempt on writing it. I've changed it drastically since my first attempt I wrote it. Originally it was supposed to be a standard YA run-of-the-mill Urban fantasy, ease my way and make a name of myself, but I drop that soon thereafter, kept the rough draft since I like the story I've written and I don't mind writing it as a concurrent story. The second attempt was more cyberpunk dystopia than the first with no mention of fantasy whatsoever, it was written as a deconstruction YA but I drop it since the MC was an unlikable cunt which I don't mind I wrote him like that for a reason but the readers won't like him. The third attempt was god awful, that I don't want to talk about. Currently on my fourth attempt, went back to the cyberpunk fantasy, the Protagonist is a police officer and that's about it.

I hate myself