/lit/ - Literature

How do I get a worldview? Genuine question.

I want one too!

>tfw realized that there is something more than materialism
>so I started trying to understand this metaphysical reality
>reads neo-platonists and Hindu metaphysics
>it's too big brained for me
Should I just take the L and become a smol brained Christian with its mental midget metaphysics? Is this how most of the world was converted to Abrahamism?

>>9158211
>i tried to read it and i just felt like it was trying to arouse me into having sexual feelings towards children
I got a massive boner while reading it, does that mean i'm a pedophile?

>>9009164
this

There is a reason why I live in a 28 sqm basement apartment.

at my computer desk

kill me now