/lit/ - Literature

Life is great, it only gets better but I have fucking thin lines of blood on my shit and it frustrates me like hell, I have to make an appointment at the hospital on monday. I think it's because of hemorrhoids but I'm not fat or anything, just a normal dude. I will be so happy if they will get removed and I don't have to worry to shit blood again. u think u have problems? wait until u shit blood and it will get worse then u could imagine. I've already been through all phases, I've been through hell and my great depressions which lastet so many years and now I finally feel hope, that this shit is my last obstacle to happiness. I just know it, like I'm about to catch my fate. trust me, u don't know shit. be happy while u can. i'm disgusted with myself but i don't hate myself cause i'm human and not perfect. and no I'm not gay and was fucked in the ass or something, I don't know where it comes from lol. I want to curse but I'm strong enough to stay positive.