/lit/ - Literature

I realized that I'm a gigantic faggot.
I always had this idea of myself as a super introspective person,and I often dismissed things like meditation or even just taking time to do stuff for yourself because I thought I already did that. Only now do I realize my mind is literally running at high gear all day long, and I never take any time to chill. The worst part is, it's not even like I do productive things all day long. But I force myself to read unfun things for my education even when I'm not in the mood, and then I crash and end up watching the dumbest shit I can find like Pewdiepie.
I need to stop. I need to take some time for myself and stop alternating between doing tasking activities and brainlet ones only so I can recoup. I'm going to stick to fiction for a while, maybe stop listening to podcasts when I walk my dog and do groceries, and take a few minutes to do nothing every day.