/lit/ - Literature

I wish my therapist was more politicized, so she could investigate my mindset (ideology?) with me.
Being completely honest? I know my beliefs are not defined by "facts", things just fall more or less in line to what I feel to be true and right.
I don't want to read about politics to change my mind, instead I seek ways to sharpen my arguments, to be able to defend my own beliefs and attack other's.
It's ironic because my first argument against political opponents is to call them a "dumb ideologue". I'm no different from them: my own ideology just remains out of my sight.
What ideology would fit me? Something that would feed my notion of being more intelligent than the rest while attacking /pol/ and the "libs".
Right now I'm reading pic related, lmao