/lit/ - Literature

I hate myself for being uncreative and lacking discipline to better myself. Whenever I start to do something (learn a language, learn to draw, etc) I give up after a while while others I know continue somehow. I'm just a shit person. Reading is easy I guess but even then I read like a retard, rereading sentences often and barely making it to 182wpm. I also don't read regularly and when I do I read little. I'm just a retarded, shit excuse for a person and should kill myself since I don't have the self-discipline to improve.