/lit/ - Literature

>>8802848
No, no.
I met her ~a month ago, briefly, in a /lit/-affiliated Skype chat.
We talked (in text) well for a day or so and I was so glad to meet someone who knew the same books and the same anime, especially since I never talk to anyone at all. And she said she was lonely too.
And then she dropped out of all contact for more than a week and I was in despair.
But when she messaged me again, apologizing, saying it was because of her anxiety, and we talked on video for three or so hours and fuck she's so so cute and she thinks the same of me and gods my heart was beating so fast and by the end we were blushing and, I quote,
i keep thinking about you and my heart keeps going crazy
i’m so infatuated with you i could puke
<3 <3 <3
But after that she hasn't really spoken to me since, blaming her anxiety, insisting that she's not upset with me. She said she'd message me this weekend, but she didn't.
So I emailed her this morning, since she had said that email might be less anxiety-inducing for her.
Another problem is ei sunt anni XVI, sed mihi IXX
Kill me I'm so embarrassed.
And I hope she doesn't see this, for obvious reasons.