/lit/ - Literature

>>8270362
You should read Nausea by Sartre if you haven't already. I wouldn't be surprised if you have, given your conclusion for a meaningful life.

I was the one with huge potential but who was too depressed (lazy pothead tbqhwyl) to do anything since tfw gf. Played guitar and hang out a little with everyone but didnt really belong anywhere.
Never did any sports because i never liked them and so i sucked at them.
Made out with girls from time to time at parties, but didnt get laid until after graduation.
Shit grades but didnt fail a single year because shit was easy, used to get better grades that kids who actually studied sometimes.
I always liked reading a good book, always did great in those tests and was the best at philosophy while others failed miserably.
But wasnt much into reading until recently, mainly because i dont have any friends to play/make music with, and with college on my ass i dont really have time to get into some scene or whatever.
So basically i was the typical autistic beta.
Now i spend most of my time thinking about killing myself.
Wish i could live a simple life like those who did great in STEM but shit at philosophy.

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