/lit/ - Literature

>>12302968
>I loved beauty and desired myself to be as pretty as a boy could be, always staring in mirrors and spending excessive time on my appearance. I have always been extremely small for my age, and as I gained years I did not gain size. When I entered my teenage years, I was still completely prepubescent. I met a girl in highschool, who found me and my prepubescent self to be very cute, since I was so different from the other teenagers. Of her own accord, she instigated a playful roleplay with me, wherein she called herself my "mommy" and called me her "son".
bruh this is way to similar to my own experience.
The more I grow as a man the more I have a desire to dominant rather than submit. Really what I crave for is a dynamic relationship with a highly intelligent, independent woman who motivates me to become a more capable, powerful person but also tenderly cares for me. In general, I find it really unattractive for a man or woman to be highly dependent on each other.