/lit/ - Literature

>>17389115
This https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2nXyP30I6p6y7pXyOBjaaW?si=43v654q2Rve-TxUPa4kkjA or this https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5dEIAWS7FNY5ZKMKPHSQkw?si=tOEk-vU-TvSxUHUvItY9Dg

NEET for the next ~5 months because I need to wait until May for my university to give me my degree (despite finishing my last classes in December). For now it's bready nice. I'm staying with my parents (expense free) and spending a lot of time studying Chinese and reading. Hoping to move to China ASAP to be an ESL teacher for a few years.

>>15114744
happens when you don't talk to anyone
your speach mechanisms just deteriorate
certainly happened to me I sound like a retard when talking
barely find the right words to express myself
it's like parts of my brain completely rotted away from mindless internet browsing and youtube binging

I've decided I'll lose my childish innocence in the most /lit/ way I can
An all nighter with one ebony and one ivory.

My worry is that I'll meet a nice qt who'll be disgusted with the fact I didn't lose it with her.
Books for this feel?

i still wonder if it's possible even once

Unironically, how do you guys do it? Does love start inside an ongoing relationship or is it previous to one?
I really want to feel what it's like

>>13950314
I fear I will die alone because I can literally find no one I think I can love
I dismissed a girl the other day because I thought she was too passive and not incisive enough, and today because I thought she was too active and self-reliant

I don't know if I have too high standards, but I'm too worried I'll eventually end up with someone who doesn't question what I do and makes me unhappy because of lack of sincerity or someone who questions everything and makes me unhappy because we can't reach an agreement
Basically, I feel like I only have choices between 1950s aloof housewives and 2010s overconfident hedonists

>when there are all these books and this one life

>>12846176
h-how did you know

>>12836032
fuuuckk

>lol! Bro, Your really going to university for English or History? Bro just become an air condition unit installer like me bro, no school and crazy hourly pay rate! Your wasting you’re time!
What the fuck is up with the prevelance of trade school culture and anti-intellectualism? You faggot electrictions think everyone would do your pathetic job just because it pays like $99/hr, news flash, nobody gives a fuck. I’d rather study 6 years of History and then become a teacher at some elementary school 100000000%

>>12823995
>tfw have 0 romantic interests
Oddly, it hurts more

>>12816451
I’m Brazilian, but applied to the US, France and the UK. Applications were weird. The lack of objectivity really made me bothered with the whole thing.
I did get into Brazil’s best uni, though in an inferior course. Still, I can’t help but feel that just places me in the shiniest turd in the pile

>>12743459
>>12743460
>>12743461
REEEE GET OUT
P-please. We have nowhere to go

>tfw ywn be an autistic briton who strolls around Oxford’s ancient corridors pondering on how to reduce is-ought into stupid little symbols and how to beat your roomate in Mario Party

>>12412886
>tfw I'm INTJ
>not a great thinker

>>12379982
>have a big ass list of names I accumulated over the years
>when I have to name something I can't pick any because they either actually sound like shit or don't fit in the setting
>the list is fucking useless
I always have to spend literal hours deciding and finding names for places and characters, and I often end up changing them too.