/lit/ - Literature

>>19865694
>>19865694
It's crazy, I was infatuated with you, but knew from the beginning that is was my loneliness projecting external worth onto you.
We got off to a rocky start and I really believed it could work somehow, but the more I got to know you the more I saw how boring you are as a person, how flat you, and the people you hang around with actually are.
Gossip and peer acceptance is what you seem to strive for and I find it incomprehensible how you seem to be the same person on I met those nights as you are now. You seemed to care for me, or maybe my confidence was enough to force you to care. I detest pawns to peer pressure, which so far you seem to have shown yourself as.
Crazy, how I have fallen for you and still am despite predicting this and getting to know you.
I'm going to force your hand so you give me your total rejection. Maybe the rotten parts of my brain will get the message and I can move on.

You opened up some deep seated trauma and made me change my fundemental thought patterns, for that I will thank you. Everything else you gave me was heartache, confusion and a waste of time. I'll grant myself total indifference from you.
Farewell may we never meet again.