/lit/ - Literature

>>19690340
>I think it's just like, there's a lot of autistic people who are unhappy and lonely
Understatement of the century
>I had an epiphany at some point and just kind of saw with fresh eyes how weird and creepy it all is.
Good
>The left is correct in saying we're atomized consumers by design and then in the same breath they attack family formation, monogamy, sobriety, etc.
By God they're going to pay for it, everywhere people are waking up and turning on to this shit, there will be consequences to their actions.

>>18227660
>But are all those higher purposes nothing but spooks
People here are going to seethe but I've thought about this too and pretty much the only objective purpose you can give yourself to that provides continuity between you and it and a legacy is your race. It's biological, race isn't a spook, and while you can argue all you want about how "white" and certain ethnicities are poorly defined and ever-changing, our more accurate methods of defining race like haplo-groups and shit are more than enough to provide you with a solid idea of what race you are, even if you're a mutt who doesn't know who your grandparents are. I was once like you OP and the only real conclusion I've come to is race (and your immediate/extended family, but these should also be of the same race so there's no reason to act like the two interests are in conflict, unless you're a mutt). I'm not advocating you to do anything with this information like become a whatever-your-race-is supremacist, but you can just view it like a biological football team, I think this is enough to give you a reason to live, it worked for me (although I am also a christian, but before I used to not care and it was only after I found something to care about that I was able to appreciate religion).