/lit/ - Literature

say goodbye to your heart
she keeps it in her purse
and now on your chest is a curse
that will follow you like a black art

I was like garbage on the side of the street
when we first came to meet
it didn't take me long
to make everything go wrong

don't take the blackpill whatever you do

>wake up at 8
>Drink tea while reading or browsing the internet
>When i get the strength to get out of my chair meditate and do yoga
>Sometimes do some cardio
>Take a shower and keep browsing
>Take a walk outside
>Keep browsing the internet for the remainder of the day or sometimes go to work
>When i dont work take a 2 hour walk at 4pm to pretend I'm going to class (live with my parents and am enrolled in uni, haven't taken an exam yet since october and have gone to like 3 classed total, unsure what to do)
>Meditate and go to bed at midnight

Wait until you graduate to living in a ceaseless state of absolute existential terror, that's when the real fun starts

Notes from Underground

Never had it unless you count a kiss on the cheek in which case it was last summer by a girl who was one of very few friends I've ever had who turned out to just be using me for emotional comfort the entire years-long friendship and who after burning through every bit of compassion and energy I had dropped me like hot garbage. Haven't stopped drinking since

I can notice my mother is aging and that troubles me. She's turning 50 this year.

>I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.

>>9932880
>tfw friendless 4chan guy with a sad life

Totally abstaining from sex for moral reasons is retarded. I'm just really afraid of STDs and the effort I need to put in to get the reward is too uneven for my taste so I don't bother.

>>8561004

my diary, desu

>tfw to inteligent too live