/lit/ - Literature

I write because I desire to be loved and feel like I ought to do something to deserve it, I write because I want to do something that I would love and thereby be permitted to love myself. If I truly loved myself I wouldn't write at all. I would find myself a career and a wife and stop pretending. I write because I hate myself, and have come up with the best way to prolong my suffering, an impossible goal, an unreasonable demand, and no plan B.

>>9709567

I had actually typed a few sentences a while back on the subject of fusion and fission, and how lead is probably a poor choice for such a transition, but I didn't want to derail the discussion into alchemy, which as it seems has happened regardless. Hats off to you, I'm going to bed.