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>>14232699
moshi moshi?

What you actually have a problem with is dogma. This is why I developed my own religion based on my interpretation of the bible, substituting group church events for private mystical rituals, and a close proximity to God.
You see, the church is quite dead, with people practicing religion out of obligation and cultural expectations, it is expected to hear and feel nothing. If you hear answers, you are labeled as insane. What I would suggest instead is to look, and try to understand what God is with your intellect, faith and eventually gnosis (here I'm using the term in it's literal meaning, with no relation to gnosticism). Although even before that, the first step would be to cleanse yourself of sin, all the way deep down to your motivations of why you are doing it.