/lit/ - Literature

>tfw thiknig bout WW1

I'm left with the decidedly terrible choice of being social and genuine or building a livelihood. I feel the pressure to leave, to go make a new identity somewhere else, one that will allow me to build a real livelihood. I'm not allowed to kill myself or be happy and have both genuine relationships and a livelihood.

so I am left with the choice: have real friends and real opinions and be cancelled and jobless, OR never be real and sincere again but not be cancelled and have a livelihood. there is no third option where I get to be a whole person with both authenticity and livelihood; the third option is that I commit suicide and end it once and for all.

>>12977280
>tfwnogf jokes
y-yeah, just jokes

>ywn write a book that will become a high school standard set text hated by millions of children

1999

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>>10825135
z-zero

>>10136267
>/lit/ gfs
you have way too much faith in us anon

Books about a character tortured by depression and Anxiety? preferably one who is able to identify the little False interjections of Hope life throws to keep him within the cycle of pain and misery.

>tfw the earth is round, like an orange

>The fat kid in flip flops and a jacket to hide his fat who passed a note with his number to the cute nerdy girl on the last day of school

What are some books where the girl actually texted and made the creep's life infinitely better?

I'm about 70% less pathetic then i was then. Part off me hopes she'll notice. The other part hopes i Die for being so much of an unhinged pitiful loser.

>tfw pathetic loser hikikomori
what are some books that propely display this lifestyle? I'm tired of reading stories about happy protagonists with friends and good lives

What are some books about failing your language course and anxiously browsing channel 4 instead of being in class with the girl of your dreams?

>>9633440
>tfw no silverblatt qt

>Try sitting next to qt English lit student
>She moves a table away
>Today she moved a table even further

What are some books about being fucking ugly Lads?

Smoking, as in the pursuit of short term pleasure, is definitely /lit/

>reading Genesis
>think you're making progress
>still have a brick of pages ahead of you

"Thus held they the funeral for Hector, tamer of horses"

ok, I enrolled in software engineering in college as you faggots told me.

sure, is nice to get a job.

but how do I become a writer?
should I read the english cannon and take courses on creative writing?

you fags told me a literature degree was a mistake.

>the ending to The Dead

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>>7066114
>cbf getting job because "muh art"
>write one day a week
>it's god awful
>justify my NEETdom with articles/essays by academics praising the lifestyle

fucking kek - rest of the world BTFO

What does it matter? Would you consider an eternity of suffering equal to wasting the one and only life you'll ever get by living it in the boundaries of an ideology you don't reapect?

The whole basis of the argument is that one result is worse than the other, and I don't think that's true at all.

On a side note: how would it be heaven if the system of belief getting me there is disagreeable to me? What exactly am I getting if I go to Christian heaven afte I live a Christian life out of no motivation other than not getting eternal suffering? Would it be heaven or just more of the same disingenuous experience as life in Christendom?