/lit/ - Literature

>>10157835
This is very bad bait

>>10079946
Would have given critique if OP had given his own piece. Will reply to all (serious) replies.

https://pastebin.com/9VQCFEvt

The insecurity brought about from the knowledge I hold- that I know I'm better today than I was two months ago, than I was a year or three years ago- seems to paralyze me. I have no issues with money, my employment is stable, I'm earning my degree and am not overworked, and I have no real family drama. My depression has faded in the past 3 months to my shock, but times like this make me wonder if it's still there.

I'm paralyzed to do anything but worry about the future, even though I know everything is fine- and to repent over my missed experiences of youth.

I'll never creampie a qt redhead in a plaid schoolgirl uniform with a cat ear headband on my wedding night, and I probably won't join the army of christ and anti-z**nism to melee' and victory.

No matter what truth I know that defeats others into paranoia, I just don't seem to care anymore- and in my better moments I simply laugh it off.

I know my only hope for myself and society is to improve, but in moments like these, it's hard to continue.
I need to stop being such a faggot.