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>>23089527
You're doomed

Extremely important job interview tomorrow morning and instead of practicing I spent the whole day fucking around and watching documentaries and now I'm gonna get high and do nothing.
I have no self control or respect for myself.

I start a new job tomorrow morning but I went out to the bar tonight and got drunk. I think ill be ok though. I try to convince myself that I dont drink most days but its all a lie. Its been weeks, months. Maybe even years now.

Also I want to smoke weed so fucking badly. 3 months changed nothing.
https://youtu.be/OhdpjEg3WAI

ive been drinkign a lot and smoming a lot of cigarettes. but im not smoking any weed so im alright right? idk. maybe im not. alright im not. whatever though. what can i say? vices replace vices. im a degenerate and thats ok. ive been doing better and feeling better. it'll all work out some day right?
https://youtu.be/ixX2e4fB8Vk

>>19248525
In the end I decided to not go out since the pizza place is closed. But tomorrow afternoon I will go get pizza and likely buy a vape as well. Its been months since I last quit but the other night I hit some chicks vape and now I'm craving again.

>>19140697
after being a stoner for 5 years i can safely say weed is 100% addictive and weed is 100% a gateway drug
>>19140699
i just want to quit smoking weed every night. its become purely habitual and sometimes i don't even enjoy being high anymore. like alcohol id rather keep it for the weekend.
>>19140707
weed drains the soul out of you. sometimes i feel i am a husk of the person i once was.
>>19140747
while it is better than when i was being a boozebag a year ago it is still draining the life out of me
>>19140809
>weed makes you okay with doing nothing
this entire post was very well said. cheers
weed deludes you into thinking its acceptable to turn off and be in a limbo state.

i have maintained my habit before and i do not think i am doomed. i have simply been in a self destructive slump for a few months now. oh well. ill try again next week i guess.

>>18920812
i ended up getting drunk