/lit/ - Literature

Is this what you call love?

Since I first saw her I couldn't stop thinking about her.
I started following her to her waiting spot.
She always stares at her phone and I can't tell what exactly she's doing, but it looks like she is watching movies or something. Everyday, doing the same thing. Never interacting with anyone, never looking up.

Her short blonde hair is so incredibly cute. Her dresses and the way she walks. Everything about her looks so pure. Something I've never seen in any other female. There's nothing sexual in my obsession. I never get any lust when I see her.
My heart starts beating fast and my thoughts become hazy and I'm seething with rage when I think about the degeneracy around her.

She looks so unobtainable and I'm becoming more and more incel everyday because I know that she probably is not at like like I imagine her to be and there will never be such a female.
And I'm probably just harassing her. I once tried to call out to her and she acted like I wasn't there. Oh it hurts so much.

I know I already sound like a faggot and this is some gay shit and what females are stupid I know but I can't help it