/lit/ - Literature

Narcissistic
Love the thought of women
Violent
Preoccupied with the idea of King-like success
Feel alone

I think I have a real sea of maturity I need to get into

I've realized I'm mildly autistic

I played mainstream videogames and watched tv instead of exploring; I let niche forums become my life

And every party I was late to builds up on my stomach
And I can't move when I throw it all up
Being a charade is an unfillfilling way to get attention - and I'm usually gone before another one comes

I see the sea and it's a sea of people

I am bitter when I say I've never been a part of a crowd

What is the most patrician sect of Chrisianity and why?

I mean patrician ironically. I know I believe in God but I disagree with so many churches theologically.

I love the history of the Catholic Church but they're clearly pagans.