/lit/ - Literature

Help me out, /lit/.
I need you to help me find out the name of a fantasy series I read once, but all I remember is several story points, thanks in advance:
>MC is trained to be a political assassin as a young lad
>at some point he dies but gets transferred into the body of a wolf, later pulled out into his(?) body and reconditioned to be human again, which includes drinking blueberry whiskey or something because that's very human apparently
>some lord is carving a dragon out of stone to become said dragon and MC finds him near the end of the series
>some other lord watches as his people get fucking slaughered in war because he says it's the least he can do, partake in their suffering and shit
>MC's love interest pretends to have a special ability to control bees (called Gift or some such) to fend off enemies at one point

>>8407028
I was unable to sleep without first finishing it.

>>6904195

you must be baiting, there are thousand of examples

you must be literally retard to think that a rape here in late capitalism west is the same as a rape in some tribe in africa

>defining morality from feelings

this is beyond saving