/lit/ - Literature

Hello goys, I used to be a guy with unbreakable integrity until, a couple years ago, I started to compromize my principles and strength of character for the promise of some pussy. Now it feels like I tainted my soul and I cannot be forgiven because I did deliberately bad and self-destructive things even though I knew it better. How to get rid of this feel and what books can give insight on that?

It helped to read the New Testament and some writings from saints and psychiatric writings but whenever I finish these books I am haunted by the feeling that I cannot redeem myself and get back feel like I am about to break my moral code and personal principles again.

>>19892632
It has been seven years since I read Crime and Punishment and I still identify with Raskolnikov in certain phases. A true archetype of a tortured soul in a nihilistic world. Only Christ can redeem us. To meet a Sonya is the cherry on top, if God willing.

>>19831510
No problem, friend. His works truly opened my eyes and cured my autism. Spread the word.