/lit/ - Literature

>>17326168
>Its never fucking enough. I will never be happy. I can only be happy if i imagine i will be happy if i set new goals. What the fuck is this scam. Im running towards the rope at this pace.
>Lit to explain this mental disorder i have
Yes. You were made to be that way.
Imagine your cave man ancestor killed the biggest mammoth and was incredibly happy, if he kept being happy he would never have the motivation to go out hunting again.

Fortunately there's a few ways out of this situation, first is just wait till your in your 40s-50s, the body will shift to being in a naturally always happy mode as being happy=immune system turned on which is a really strong evolutionary advantage for old people. Second is the monk path, in which you rewire your brain through various methods to be detached from worldly goals and live in the moment. The third is to embrace the suffering and learn to enjoy it, but this will only work if you have a noble cause to suffer for, things like "getting a extravagant automobile and big titty ego monster gf" won't do.