/lit/ - Literature

>>18552164
>be me
>come from a familly that has been marineers for centuries
>got some ancestors that died at sea (many left the shore and never came back (I joke saying they went to Ireland to start a new life) some died in WW2)
>grand pa told me countless story of the deaths we had at sea
>my grand ma said to me that every generation in our familly had tragedies happened
>said my grand pa didnt want us to know
>I hate the sea and love it at the same time
>I hate boating but while doing it I feel so good
>I feel at home at sea
>I sense fear from my soul
>I really do not like water
>There is mysteries down there and I ain't leaving my body with the depths like some of my forebears did
>every cousins and brothers have boats

Who in my familly will fall to our curse? Why is it me? Why is it so mysterious and cruel? And why do I love it so much?

Books on that lads? Sorry for blogposting I was just thinking about that just before I read the OP and some replies in here and I felt like here would be a good place to empty my heart.