/lit/ - Literature

>>14757585
There are very few things that make me happy anymore and it’s hard for me to see the point of life. I just wanna go live in some lodge in the mountains and be on my own, far away from everything so I can read, engage in matters of the spirit. I’ve read stories of people who withdrew from the world and had found earth-shattering insights about the world and spiritual revelations, so I really feel like following suit.

Assuming I live to an old age, let’s say 70, most of my life would otherwise be spent doing meaningless, unfulfilling things that will leave me feeling empty inside. I’d have 50+ years of doing useless, soulless bullshit and then die. Life for me has already become a series of repetitive activities for me and at the end of the day, when I’m by myself, I realize how empty I feel.

I want to do something new, discover something new, push the boundaries of my perception and physical limits. I want to live, to live life as though there is constant progression, bringing a new change in myself every day! I want my life to be an endless journey of discovery rather than what it is now. Maybe then, the void in my soul will fill