/lit/ - Literature

>>20051291
>Norway

Second event was my breaking point from this life. Time and time again, I thought that I was an absolute failure.

But this life was making everything worse by the second.
I couldn't continue doing drugs, listening to REALLY heavy electronic music, drinking AYYLmaOT of alcohol and just do this for the rest of my days...

One day, we we're walking to party REAL HARD. We already had 30 - 50 beers, ready for the whole group, we just needed the drugs. Lotsa drugs that wold be on us, and lotsa alcohol too!... but the neighboorhood we we're passing by was anything but friendly.

Long story, short, dead of night, one dude finds the other, they REALLY don't like eachother, apparently it was supposed to be the fight of the century for the both of them, my friend get's shanked...

Night ruined by a coward, I thought my friend was going to die, the following week I was setting up ambushes on that spot, ALONE, without notifying the group or anyone else, and I was gonna take revenge for what he had almost taken away from me... Fortunate guy, never appeared again... heard he's still catching the soap til this very day. He probably enjoys it, the freak.

FFW sometime after the incident, friend recovers, I tell him everything, he's glad I didn't do it, and it was right arround this time where hooligan life for me was something that I had to distance myself from. (btw, the event was caused by me. I was only a means for something that had to happen, but I cannot let this go, I take the blame. This is how I am, how I work, even today I cannot forgive myself)

So, that I do, I leave the group behind.

>>18813958
>contrapoints

>>18635591
Give me your money Op, this is a mugging.

>>18069424
>twink zoomer

>>18061713