/lit/ - Literature

>>13794834
I don't expect it. Which is why I only dream rather than act.

>>13316320
>a literal manlet had more influence on literature than you'll ever have

I'm not good at maths but I estimate I must've wasted anywhere from 12,000-15,000 hours of my life doing nothing but browsing 4chan. Am I a lost cause or what? What fucking do? I'm hobbyless and passionless and 19 years old, and it's not like I haven't tried to cultivate any hobbies or passions either out of desperation to try to stop being such a worthless Internet addict. I've tried lacrosse, football, writing, music, comic books, film, photography, and countless other things that are most definitely escaping my mind right now. No shoe seems to fit me. My father is an outdoorsman: a hunter, fisher, hiker, etc so I don't come from a completely TV-addicted couchpotato Amerilard background. And I grew up hunting, fishing, hiking, etc. but now I barely have a vague interest in any of it. I force myself to read books. The ones I do read are relatively short. At the end of the day I always seem to find my way back to www.4chan.org no matter what I try. I have no idea what to do with my life and suicide seems to me to be the most preferable option, as a social trainwreck pseudoNEET (just recently got a part-time job which I can barely function at) with zero aspirations in life and the crippling realization that his myriad ((("""mental illnesses"""))) are probably just a scapegoat for an innate laziness and mediocrity that his siblings similarly suffer from.

At this point in my life I'm pretty much the transatlantic, "lite" version of Londonfrog only less bitter and "blackpilled" and also not a binge eater. And I'm sure at this point Londonfrog is only halfheartedly regurgitating the same posts day in and day out because his status as an incessant troll gives 'im a giggle, and perhaps he's not even one person anymore, meanwhile I'm being entirely sincere and my one and only self with this post, so I'd like some advice

I'm not good at maths but I estimate I must've wasted anywhere from 12,000-15,000 hours of my life doing nothing but browsing 4chan. Am I a lost cause or what? What fucking do? I'm hobbyless and passionless and 19 years old, and it's not like I haven't tried to cultivate any hobbies or passions either out of desperation to try to stop being such a worthless Internet addict. I've tried lacrosse, football, writing, music, comic books, film, photography, and countless other things that are most definitely escaping my mind right now. No shoe seems to fit me. My father is an outdoorsman: a hunter, fisher, hiker, etc so I don't come from a completely TV-addicted couchpotato Amerilard background. And I grew up hunting, fishing, hiking, etc. but now I barely have a vague interest in any of it. I force myself to read books. The ones I do read are relatively short. At the end of the day I always seem to find my way back to www.4chan.org no matter what I try. I have no idea what to do with my life and suicide seems to me to be the most preferable option, as a social trainwreck pseudoNEET (just recently got a part-time job which I can barely function at) with zero aspirations in life and the crippling realization that his myriad ((("""mental illnesses"""))) are probably just a scapegoat for an innate laziness and mediocrity that his siblings similarly suffer from.