/lit/ - Literature

>>15226554
Sorry for this shitty blogpost, I just need to vent.
It feels like I have MD-lite, because I have a absolutely horrible habit of pacing whenever I start daydreaming. I.e., every so often I will stop in the middle of what I'm doing and walk around my house for 30+ minutes. However, the actual content of my daydreams are mostly shitty half-baked snippets of stories that play on repeat in my head until another thought forces my attention on it. Me in my childhood was more closer to Chad in OP's pic, but that me is long gone and the new me cycles through the same political power fantasies and coomer shit every day until I die. I constantly attempt to break out of it, with efforts to develop real stories with worldbuilding and cultivate creativity, but my atrophied brain won't allow it. I know I don't belong in the real world but my escape can barely be considered any better. I'm probably going to the way of candlebro unironically or just kill myself and hope my next meathouse will be better.

the writing is really good but I had to stop reading because of how grim it was

>the one where the good communist hangs himself on the Y bend of a tree

>the one where the old priest gets disowned by his daughter

My writing is illegible chicken scratch; I will save your eyes from looking at it.
What's a good routine to fix handwriting?