/lit/ - Literature

>>14674860

2/2

vile boy
Do we live in a deterministic machine
Everything written in stone
Since the dawn of time
... Or do we have free will..
Etching our consciousness into the
Fabric of the universe
From one moment to the next
That is the question
But I am too weak
And too fearful
To believe in such majesty
I choose the easy way
foul boy
soulless and evil
leaves a bad taste on your tongue
This is my nature
This was my destiny from the
Beginning of everything
This is what I tell myself
Everything unfolding from a single point
We cannot perceive time as it truly is
Everything has already happened
Repeating again and again
This is what I tell myself
I have to
Because I have chosen fear over faith
We all have stories we must tell ourselves
And this is mine
Please think of the good times
There were so many
Thank you
I love you all
Anon
X

>>14497727

The only sincere feeling DFW ever felt was upon entering hell where he now feels the ever-eternal feel of his own burning flesh. Suicide is an awful sin.

The only sincere feeling I have ever felt is the shame I feel after making this post, but what do I know since I am yet to end my own life.

This is not what I truly believe. This is just me trying to communicate how I feel right now. I have dark thoughts about myself, and as a consequence, about others. I do not wish pain towards anyone but I am in a hole. im sorry

I never knew you when you were alive, David, but I hope you have found peace. Peace + love to you and to everyone X

There is always something to live for

Option two

vile boy
Do we live in a deterministic machine
Everything written in stone
Since the dawn of time
... Or do we have free will..
Etching our consciousness into the
Fabric of the universe
From one moment to the next
That is the question
But I am too weak
And too fearful
To believe in such majesty
I choose the easy way
foul boy
soulless and evil
leaves a bad taste on your tongue
This is my nature
This was my destiny from the
Beginning of everything
This is what I tell myself
Everything unfolding from a single point
We cannot perceive time as it truly is
Everything has already happened
Repeating again and again
This is what I tell myself
I have to
Because I have chosen fear over faith
We all have stories we must tell ourselves
And this is mine
Please think of the good times if you can
There were so many
Thank you
I love you all
Anon
X