/lit/ - Literature

>>19423690
>After getting a few more affairs in order I'll finally be ready to kill myself

don't leave so early, there will be cake.

now, seriously. have you taken all the shots in life? how can you departure, my friend?
Even if you feel loneliness, try to find new meanings. When was the last time you sat to watch a water stream flow as the swallows flew low hunting for the tyniest insects above the water? When was the last time you gazed at the trumping magnificence of a mountain?
I don't know you, anon. But if I am to guess you must be yet another big city dweller whose universe is flooded by billboard signs and other commercial images of this pathetic modern world.
Since you wanna die anyway, what is there to lose if not leave wherever you live and seek a new life, no matter how hard it might be?

Say farewell to what is killing you. Go on your journey to find the fountain of life.
And do as >>19423860 said. Seek God.
For those who has no faith, seeking God seems like yet another unfruitful quest for meaning. But trust me, there is more than that into it, a lot more than that.

I would like to share with you a poem by Rumi. (and I apologize for the wall of text in advance.)
It’s a habit of yours to walk slowly.
You hold a grudge for years.
With such heaviness, how can you be modest?
With such attachments, do you expect to arrive anywhere?

Be wide as the air to learn a secret.
Right now you’re equal portions clay
and water, thick mud.

Abraham learned how the sun and moon and the stars all set.
He said, No longer will I try to assign partners for God.

You are so weak. Give up to grace.
The ocean takes care of each wave
till it gets to shore.

You need more help than you know.
You’re trying to live your life in open scaffolding.

Say Bismillah, In the name God,
As the priest does with knife when he offers an animal.

Bismillah your old self
to find your real name.

Just like the Eta people of Japan were until lately NEVER permitted by the Japanese nation to serve in the Imperial Army, all of human society, in a conscious scheme for SURVIVAL, should NEVER, NEVER, NEVER permit these Yetinsyny to participate in any form of politics or the military service.