/lit/ - Literature

Sometimes, I hold out hope that people are consuming and justifying it out of satire, but then I see people like this and see they are sincere. I can't possibly fathom the mental gymnastics one would have to go through to think their addiction to consuming is healthy.
https://youtu.be/-sKBr3FX8Yg

>tfw after centuries of decadence, the population of human race has reached a critical mass and has depleted much of the earth's resources to the point where extinction is nigh inevitable with no solution except for the most horrific and satanic ones imaginable, which is a fitting price for our decadence. But such an existence requires us to sacrifice our humanity and to live lives without meaning or purpose, which is crueler than extinction by our own hand, so you think it would be better for the human race to die, but even wishing the death of your own species is intrinsically satanic. And so, we are left in an impossible situation where there is no escape, no salvation, and no hope. There is only despair.

>>14880461
> still fantasizing about that priest that called my voice beautiful once and liked my drawing of a decapitated Saint
1.5 years ago

> ruble entirely dependent on oil
> mfw its value is decreasing again
i dont want to live in poverty... bros if prices rise again i think i'll have to resort to stealing food from stores

>>14824088
but anon... i'm a jew too

If God exists he either does not give a single fuck about us or is completely indifferent. Of course some (if not most) people live oblivious to it all, live life in tutorial mode, a "normal" life where their biggest worry is if they should go to the restaurant with their gf or to the cinema with their bros, but I can't take this suffering shit anymore. I will live a horrible fucking life and then die, my only comfort being that it "only" lasted two dozen decades and that my suffering has come to an end. My mantra is "The day on which I die will be the best day of my life". One of my theories is that we already died and were sent to hell, since that would explain most things. But then, why should I suffer if I do not even know why, for something I committed in my previous life? How do I cope with either being abandoned by a higher power, or even it being malicious towards me, alternatively, how do I cope with having such horrid luck at birth which resulted to this hell life with the only thing to look forward to being my untimely death while other live life on an playground.