/lit/ - Literature

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One committed to, and inspiring of a life of purity and chastity and continence. Sex does nothing for you. It is the illusion of pleasure, at the cost of your productivity and the very thoughts the brain is made of. You because a slow, dickbrain with any form of sexual release whether intercourse or masturbation. It is incompatible with greatness. Abstinence is like being on a CNS stimulant at all times. Once you attain it, true abstinence mentally and physically, the sex drive paradoxically falls and you have the truest sense of freedom in perhaps your entire life. It is as though you are a child again with boundless energy.
And I am here to tell you such women do no exist. Even women willing to moderate sexual activity do not exist. Go ahead, propose it to a girlfriend and she'll be apprehensive and will try to convince you out of it, if not laugh at you. Regardless, men respond to women in close proximity, especially in living quarters, so even if you found this unobtanium, strict continence is not possible (this wouldn't matter as much to those looking for a family but those seeking greatness, will have their flow states and super productivity ruined).
Renounce the flesh. Temper your desire. Do this and you will know peace.

This is going to sound like/x/ level crazy if you care not for crazy I put a tldr description of the book below any information is appreciated, I was dreaming just a few moments ago. Some of the details are hazy but it was very strange. the scene opened with a young boy in a shooting contest taking his shot, I think he hit the wrong part of the cow so he got upset and tossed his rifle aside out of anger, it misfired and hit a woman in the shoulder. The what I assume was the judge disqualified the angry child and threatened to inform all the local competitions then the mother started to draw him aside to plead her case I followed her. She wrote a note in dark red ink saying something along the lines this blood is a gift as way of apology I consent to the use of the blood power, she was sitting across from the judge of the rifle contest at this point I was leaning over her shoulder reading it, this was where I first noticed the book it was on the edge of the table next to the judges laptop but I didn't pay it any mind. Things got weird from here i asked the judge what are blood powers and he looked up at me and said this conversation isn't for you as he started to pack up his laptop and the book into a rolling suitcase. I was mad he wouldnt answer my question so as he tried to leave i grabbed his suitcase and ran it felt like the answers were in the book. When i started to run i ended up on the front porch of my own home, i remember looking for a place to hide the book i put it in a green dog house by the woodshed and took a component out of his laptop then when i started back inside with the intention to return his suitcase he said something along the lines of when they shit theres a 9/10 chance you become the throne I asked if he was an astral dreamer too (which was weird because I'd only heard of astral projection or lucid dreaming) I told him when I used to get stuck my grandpa would get very close to my eye and make baby noises "boodee booh dee boodee booh" bouncing between each eye with his tounge out. The judge laughed said youre a cute one and i remember seeing a picture of myself blushing and making an audible "kooo" which I woke too (i may have been weird enough to do when i was younger but this last scene felt completely out of character. Tldr The book had a Light blue binding it was a soft cover with a picture of two children on the front facing each other the taller one (not by much) had brown hair a red shirt with thin white striped and a one button collar, the shorter had solid Light blue shirt in the same style as the other boy on with blond hair