/lit/ - Literature

>>19423684
>23
>stoner, just finished Norwegian wood
>terrible, bought a pack of cigarettes which is a bad sign since the only time i smoke is when I'm having a nervous breakdown, last time I smoked I was institutionalised for a few days
>>19427379
I like to think of death as eternal sleep.
as the other anon said, the only time I know peace is when I sleep, so all in all the prospect doesn't seem so bad.

>>19384187
thats the thing.
I don't have an issue with interpretive books and as a concept I grasp that, at least from my own interpretation, it isn't really corruption in the legal system the novel is trying to tackle.
to me it felt like he was trying to portray the system as a parable on how quickly the uncertainty and confusion of life can engulf you and leave you powerless to defend against it.
but it just felt so disjointed, needlessly confusing and disinteresting i absolutely started to loathe reading it.
thats why i'm wondering if there's something wrong with how i interpreted it, because it gets absolute 10/10 recommendations everywhere but i really didn't enjoy it.

I'm trying to keep from mastubating. it is going well. I don't think it's bad necessarily but I do think wathcing porn is.
I don't think I'll ever get married, and I don't think I'll ever have sex again. I wonder about how bitter this will make me. Probably not very, I imagine it gets easier and it is very bearable at this point.
I wish I weren't so shallow. I can be tormented by the memory of the smallest faux pas. Not even something bad, just not in good form. It's ridiculous but I don't have the power to stop it. I pray Allah will help.
This vanity has me worrying about how I'm going to come across at a party this weekend.
I have run out of meds and can't get any for a couple of days. I hope this will not kill me.

Redpill me on e-readers. I'm starting to run out of space for books in my room and was thinking of getting a kindle or something.