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>>20346067
Can't really converse with anyone anymore. Every time I talk to someone IRL it feels like they're silently judging every individual movement on my face. If a conversation peters out I feel embarrassed for not having more to say, when the other person is just as guilty of this and yet simultaneously feels nothing. Most talks with guys my age are pointless, they are lacking spirituality and somehow always want to argue about trivialities but never back up their arguments. Women are not future mothers, they are females and lack any intuition or knowledge of anything about anything. Nobody leaves the house and if they do it's for superfluous reasons. My cousin a year below me reads a lot and is objectively more intelligent than I am (all my younger relatives probably are) but he's just not there. No humor, no wit, nothing insightful to say. On the off-chance you meet a witty zoomer you can guarantee they will have mental issues or severe complexes or even disgusting fetishes, there are no exceptions to this rule because as previously mentioned zoomers lack faith. Zoomers are sexually repressed but they have the highest rates of turning into furries, transgenders, and general deviants. I know too many people who smoke too much weed and have too much casual sex and if I so much as hint at wanting them to take better care of themselves they have a bitch fit about it. You can't have any code of honor or enjoy anything sincerely as a zoomer or else you're labeled an autistic incel. This is despite the fact that most zoomers' days (even my own) generally revolve around staring at a blue-light monitor for upwards of 12 hours at a time without significant breaks either for physical activity or just general introspection. My biggest wake-up call in life was realizing that my supposedly "shut-in" behavior was actually normal, and in fact I'm basically as much of a normalfag as every other zoomer in terms of how I spend my free time. So when I talk to a zoomer and my immediate reaction is "wow how fucking empty is this kid" I'm now more confused than I used to be. It's not like with millennials, where rebellion turned into identity and sincerity gave way to irony. Zoomers all have moments of clarity and generally have desires which depend on self-actualization. The problem is they have no hope in even the most minute of interactions, hence why survivalist rhetoric ("I made it through high school! I surpassed expectations in my job interview! I came out unscathed from the phone call!") all litter their speech.

True story, I have a 15 year old cousin and I've never heard her speak. She was hopped up on so many medications from a young age that she became both mute and anorexic. In a sense I'm envious of her, she has a legitimate reason to be so quiet and disaffected, even if it is largely artificially imposed upon her from an abusive mother. The fact that I know people like her who are just as disillusioned and stationary is appalling.