/lit/ - Literature

>>20236836
My verbal IQ seems to be above average, but I'm most definitely socially retarded. I've been offending people unintentionally all my life and got abused, mocked and cucked in return without noticing until it was too late. Hermit now.

>>19860384
>it all makes suffering, desperation and agony futile as even pain will disappear someday
Yes please

>>18225554
When I first learned that
I was going to die, I just
didn't want to accept it.

I was so angry all the time and I
struck out at everyone I loved most.
Especially you, James.

That's why I understand
if you do hate me.

But I want you to
know this, James.

I'll always love you.

Even though our life together had
to end like this, I still wouldn't
trade it for the world. We had
some wonderful years together.

Well, this letter has gone on
too long, so I'll say goodbye.

I told the nurse to give
this to you after I'm gone.

That means that as you read
this, I'm already dead.

I can't tell you to remember me,
but I can't bear for you to
forget me.

These last few years since I
became ill... I'm so sorry for
what I did to you, did to us...

You've given me so much and
I haven't been able to return
a single thing.

That's why I want you to live
for yourself now.
Do what's best for you, James.

James...

You made me happy."

I'm starting to think I might have some real intellectual disability or developmental disorder, can I still read books.

the physicalist pseud posting everywhere at the end of time got so mad he had to delete his own thread lol

I'm so despondent about everything. Everything I try goes totally wrong. There's no escape from this hole here. I feel drained. So far, I still haven't found a real purpose in life. Sometimes, I'm afraid to get out of bed in the morning. There's nothing to get up for.

>>16632088
He might be a soiboy and a coping incel, but he is still much more well read than all of us

I'm a sinner.
Not only did I masturbate, but I did it thinking about a boy.
I feel sick.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>want to express something
>forget the word for that "something"

Please delete this. I'm hispanic and these photos trigger my AGP and sissyfication fetish