/lit/ - Literature

>>15553690
Wait, english isn't my first language so I don't know if I'll communicate this properly, but this is literally, exactly what happened with me, actually, what's happening. But I already passed the point in which she (the girl who was initially interested in me) can give me another chance.

Man... I don't even know how to put it. Like, you desired the girl, right? You just missed the chance. But in my case, I never "desired" the girl in the first place, I just saw the clues that she was interested in me and thought "Cool, maybe I can get something out from this." But I'm a social autist, so even though I grasped the clues, knew she had a interest and that I could do something about it, I didn't, not because I didn't want it but because I don't know how to show interest, how to be reciprocate, like you giving a "smile" to the girl, without being kinda of cringe. It was this fear of being cringe that kept of taking a risk that actually was something certain.

It seems to me that we, social inepts/autists, our biggest problem is the issue with the social clues and how to act in accordance with them.

Sorry if my english isn't understandable. I just had to write this, in one way or another.