/lit/ - Literature

I have a girlfriend. I’m not sure whether I love her, I certainly say I do a lot. Being with her makes me happy and puts me at ease, but I still constantly think about other women. She loves me very much and wants to marry me, but I don’t want that. I’m 20 years old and feel that I still have a lot more to experience. My hairline is also receding so I feel as if I only have a limited amount of time to enjoy all the young fresh pussy that I can. I’m also can’t see myself breaking up with her, she’s all I’ve had since high school and there’s nothing really wrong with the relationship. Also I’m a weak-willed, hyperconscious beta, and would hate myself for hurting her.